9:57 pm - March 06, 2005
I'm going to see Kelly in concert!
Friday, I went to dinner with Eric and Peter after their Mu Phi scholarship auditions. Then I came back here and did some serious homework. I was going to take a nap, but Jeannie and Nick came back and we went bowling and paid an arm and a leg. Fun times though. Then I came back, did my math, and then went and hung out with Peter.
Saturday...I got up and went to lunch, then came back here, got ready, and went home. Dad and I went to Petsmart, Uncle Bill's, and Office Max to get me a new printer. It's so cute. Haha, that's the only quality I require.
The night sucked though. I mean, I got home and what happened? Dad was already grumpy and had succeeded in embarrassing me while shopping. Then the family got there, and it was really hard. My mom hadn't told Melinda and Dale about me and Jordan yet, and for some reason, I just started crying when I heard that. When I realized that she had told everyone and had asked them not to talk to me about, I realized how much she was trying to stop things from hurting me, how much she was trying to shelter me. And I totally broke down. Going home was really hard. There are pictures everywhere, memories everywhere. I could hardly bring myself to walk into my room because I would just start crying. I had to go and lock myself in the bathroom and cry a couple of times.
I sat and held Paige for most of the evening. I tried to distract myself with her. I just held her and kind of marveled over something so small, so complex. It was awesome. And I played with Tink a lot. She's gotten really big. But it was just really hard to be around family.
Samantha has a ticket for me to go to the Kelly Clarkson concert with her on April 8. Floor seats at the Murat. I'm pumped. Because I mean...I'm in love with Kelly.
Ugh, I need to get working on this Osmosis stuff. I REALLY DO NOT WANT TO DO IT!
Love Always,
Alison
